“There is heaven, and there is hell. Wanting you takes me to both.”
The night fell with an awareness of isolation and loneliness; dawning on my consciousness long before the sun can again rise, my tent zipper echoing through desolation.
There is no call of crickets or yet any other form of life. My only companion: the erratic gusts of wind, green tent walls beating against in unison.
The moon slowly climbs above distant mountains, illuminating the stark white sand alike a familiar groomed ski slope - only nothing is familiar, and with darkness my path out of the desert disappears alongside security. Naked, I lay staring above while the stars come to dance.
Your mind wanders: scenarios of helpless emergency. You feel the warmth of dry, sand filled air blow through tent walls, filling your ears and nostrils. For a moment you ask yourself how was this wise; and just as quickly, the thought leaves you. Alone, in the dark, in the wild.
Sleep does not come. You feel its distance like you feel the separation from safety, relishing in this comprehension; bravery, gratitude, curiosity surging to an uncontrollable point as you reach toward the tent door, unzipping.. peeking, stepping out, your shameless body illuminated by moonlight.
Your feet fall, one before the other, climbing crystal white dunes; a soft chill filling the voids between each toe, crunching below heels. The flow of linear time ceases as your hair blows in the wind, sand caressing intimate areas as you stare off into the distance compiled of nothing but you, a shadow and the occasional sage brush behind blowing earth.
You know not if a minute has passed or an hour, so lost in the moment watching the moon arc, muscles tensing against the wind. You feel alive; more so than you have ever, in need of nothing and no one.
A sense of loss overcomes you: a loss of Self. You welcome it, in unison with the universe around you, no more and no less than each grain of sand carried in gusts of wind, searching for new experience; alive with the energizing hum of creationism and destruction.
For a moment, for an eternity - you cease allowing hope and possession to guide you, instead trusting the universe above, surrounding, within. In that instant: you are your greatest self.
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