I know you don't love me at all, even though you don't tell me, because it's so obvious but you still keep haunting me,
my mind never abandoned you and neither my heart did, I lived a whole lifetime with you in my head and now I'm so addicted to that world that the truth is killing me, the truth where there's no you with me
The One Dialogue which I loved most about Kabir Singh
In the movie Kabir Singh's brother asks his Grandmother , why she is not talking to her grandson even when she is so close to him .
In reply , Kabir Singh's grandmother says "Suffering is very Personal"
I personally related very deeply to this one sentence .
Though the movie is critically examined both , positively and negatively , I am not going to get into the details of which side I am on and why .
I just want to get into the intricacy of this one statement .
It is in our own hands what we make of our pain . Either we go on destroying ourselves or we put to use all our emotions and create something bigger out of it .
I couldn't post since many days , since I am going through a personal turmoil. Facing backstabbing , getting interrogated , subjected to manipulation and lies, feeling guilty ,being judged , proving myself and also being looked down upon. Infact three days back I felt I have hit my rock bottom . Which is fine . Like in the movie ; Kabir Singh did hit the rock bottom . Each one of us is allowed to feel that way . The deeper the hurt , the more intensely it will pain . I watched this movie as if I needed a reality check .
The way I suffer is , I take in all the pain .
I don't run away from it . I let it Pain . And then I try my best to get up . I internalize all the pain . Completely stop talking to people / avoid things which have subjected me to it . And then I keep it all inside to start working on a new goal .
Well as of now , I don't have a next goal. I have still not healed . It is okay , as long as I decide that I NEED to create a goal soon .
So if you are facing a low . Don't destroy yourself , because with you , you are also causing a blow to people who love you . Your kith & kin .
Internalize the pain . Feel it . And use that intensity to create a Masterpiece .
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And here I'm sacrificing all my nights to thoughts of you, hoping you'd love me the same way as I do, hoping your actions to go with your words, you just wanted a temporary hook up to make you feel special when when you were down because of loving someone else who wasn't me and so you lied to me about loving me but you never really meant it
Friendship is true connection, dedication, loyalty, understanding, and compromise. When these things go one sided to an intensity and duration that is no longer a two way friendship, then it’s time to move on. It doesn’t mean you give up or don’t love that person anymore, it means you know your worth and love yourself enough to let go. It means you’ve done everything you can do, and now it’s time to accept that you are not a valued part of that persons life anymore. It’s a tough, shitty, pill to swallow; but in time you’ll realize how much easier it is than holding on with white knuckles to a friendship that was trying to let you go. And maybe it’s a case of growing separately from each other, in order grow back together later on down the road in life. -Stacie
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"Leaving me alone where you'll live alone?" she texted me when we parted away.
It was hard to step out of this,
Where this meant the world to me.
I wonder how deep we were in love to not notice our ugly side and still kept on together and not fight at times.
Often when together,
We took our hearts out and loved a way too much always.
But see how much we did ignore the fact our love would have the same fire of anger too.
I couldn't believe on how the mouth that did shower this love was throwing venom at me through words.
How high we were on anger that our mind got blocked of all the love we had and even the eyes could no longer see beyond the eyes anymore.
Your arms around me at times felt like a rope suffocating me when I used to think about the fights we had.
And being so deep in love,
I found that love was a paradox I don't fit in anymore.
I just couldn't think about good terms and did fear on how we'll get along in the long run.
I did give up on you the day we broke up.
Since the day you've left.
I fight my demons alone,
And as i found my home in you.
I still struggle to find my home. .
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